desperately
adverb /ˈdespərətli/
  /ˈdespərətli/
- in a way that shows you have little hope and are ready to do anything without worrying about danger to yourself or others
- She looked desperately around for a weapon.
 
 - extremely, especially when talking about bad situations
- desperately ill/unhappy/lonely
 - He grew up desperately poor.
 
 - very much, especially when talking about difficult or bad situations
- They desperately wanted a child.
 - He took a deep breath, desperately trying to keep calm.