ownhood
/ˈəʊnhʊd/Now rare
noun
The condition of considering oneself, one's will, etc., as one's own or at one's own disposal.
Origin
Mid 17th century; earliest use found in John Ellistone (d. 1652). From own + -hood, after German Eigenheit peculiarity, used by J. Behmen (alias J. Boehme) in sense ‘selfhood’.